KevinArtSeeker

Hello, I'm Kevin Lopez(and in case if you're thinking, NO, I'm related to George Lopez or Jennifer Lopez), nice to meet you. I'm just some average Colombian-American from Florida, who works as a cashier in a busy as hell restaurant known as Pollo Tropical. As much as I do like the place and want to help improve it, I hope I don't stay there forever and go to college to get a career or at least make a decent life as a manager. Especially since I believe cashiers will be replaced by robots anytime soon! But despite that, I seemed to have 2 problems with that. One, I don't know what I want to do or should do with my life, and two, I don't know if I could even afford college without borrowing money from the government that could leave me in debt. I at first, back in high school, thought about being an artist or a writer because I love to be creative and build a world and stories out of my imagination. And I actually studied drawing at a school called Art Institute of Fort Lauderdale. However, since my mother was the one paying for my studies, she wanted her money to be put to good use and kept pressuring me into improving my drawing skills. Because of that and school work, I was put into so much stress that I decided quit my art class and maybe go back to that when I get my own job to pay for it myself! Because boy, do I f@#king hate having my mother breath down my neck like that. But just when I thought that was over, mom received a bill from the class and she owned them(if I remember correctly) $600 dollars! She was so upset about that, that she grounded me from drawing. That seemed to have traumatized me because, even though my punishment was over, I don't draw as much as before and I haven't completed a drawing for a very long time, and every time I try, I would always get upset about how flawed they are, and would try to improve them like some kind of perfectionist, until I rage quit. Which would probably explain why there's only 3 pictures in my gallery. Hopefully, I would be able to get over that and fill up that gallery with more drawings, because I still like to draw. Instead this time, I want to draw but, as a hobby and not as some stressful job. Anyway, with that story out of the way, I guess I'll mention more about myself. I'm a gamer, I love to play video games that are challenging and have a world that could suck you in and forget about your real life problems for a while. That same thing goes for movies and books, especially the ones with philosophies and themes that could improve and change your view of life or anyother subject matter. I also considered myself to be a historian, and would always get interested in learning new information about mankind's past and their way of living(especially the dark times, because boy, does mankind do f@ked up things with each other! And I'm not only talking about the Holocaust!). I like to exercise to become fit and well, even though, I could be lazy as hell XD. Despite being a man in his 20's, I still watch cartoons. Although, why should anyone have a problem with that, right(F*&k you if you do! XD)? I also enjoyed well written fanfictions, especially crossovers. I always find it interesting having "what if" stories about fictional characters, from completely different universes, interacting with each other and working together through some adventure, or beating the crap out of each other. And if they seem like they could have made a cute couple, I also like that as well. Last but not least, and for some reason, I find women fighting attractive. Especially boxing and I don't know why but, I'm glad I'm not the only one XD! I used to feel like I'm the only person in the world who has that, untill I'd discovered this site. I'm not sure if this characteristic about me is worth mentioning, but I'm an agnostic-atheist. I used to be a Jehovah's Witness who found this whole theory of evolution to be absurd, and didn't care how many scientific evidence there is that "proves" that God doesn't exist. As long I'm not hurting anyone with my believes, why should that matter? That is until one day, I'd decided to watch YouTube videos and visit a website called "evilbible.com" that shown me the f#ked up passages from the bible that shown the horrible things God did that is contrary to the peaceful loving God that I grew up believing in. Seriously, there was this rule he made up in which if a virgin girl got raped, she is then forced to marry her rapist! WTF! Well, I guess that's all I can say about myself and holly crap is it long! I wonder if anybody even has the time to read this.